| so i have come to a point in my life, and i just realized it... i honestly dont know if i know what i want to do... im just tired of the same old stuff everyday... and i dont want my future to be the same... i know if i go to colleage like i plan and everything when i get out, ill be makiung decent money... but its bnot even about the money... i dont want to have to go to a job everyday i hate... i honestly dont know what i want anymore... well i know what i want, i just cant have it... at least not right now... |
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| i made another shocking discovery tonight... this one i will not post... if you must know then you must call me.... other than that... alll you need to know is its life changing... but in a good way |
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| im tired of people at school... i cant wait for colleage... rooming with joe... drinking... beer pong is my new favorite sport! theres to much drama in high school... i would expect it from the freshman... but come on... the fucking juniors... i hate liers... and i know way to many of them... all hipocrits... fuck them... life is better now that i dont have to put up with her shit anymore ( you all know who im talking about)... well other than that life is going good... working, going to school... most of the time at least... thats about it for now... ill update in another 3 months! |
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| i have lost sight in the point of continueing on... not with life dont go crazy... but with things in life... not going to go into detail... but i just dont see why i should try, or care... or even try to care... thats it. |
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| things are going right back to the way they were... school will start soon and that will be the end of it. Tech starts the 16th, thats also the day i have to go to memorial pick up my schedule and return books that i never took back....
im really disappointed in myself. this summer i swore up and down that i would get a job... i didnt do anything this summer...
i really dont want things to go back to how they were... but they are, and theres nothing i can do to stop it... this sucks! |
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